(2 whole months ago.)
And you know how I've stated loud and clear that I love to run?
And thoroughly enjoy working out?
How I even miss it during late pregnancy and post-partum?
Well, ummmmmm.....that makes this kinda awkward.
I haven't worked out. Or run. AT ALL. Since my race. ZERO.
(Yeah, that was 2 whole months ago.)
And you know what? I'm okay with that. I will get back to working out - but right now, I'm going through my expectations on myself and carefully examining them to see what is REALLY important.
Notice a lack of bloggage lately?? Yeah, well, that was on the chopping block also.
I just don't see the need to beat myself up over stuff not getting done that doesn't have to get done in the first place!
So, I've relieved myself of the requirements of working out, blogging, and just basically working every second I'm awake. And you know what? It is totally AWESOME! Who says I need to do all the stuff I think I need to do?
I mean, really, will the world stop turning if I go to bed without wiping my counters down?
I will be honest (that's what I do!) I have still not lost all my pregnancy weight.
And I am sleeping just fine at night.
Who cares if I don't look like a movie star?
Or don't have the same body I had at 20?
Why do I think I should look the same?!This body has carried and birthed 4 human beings - 4 people!!! - and has sustained life consecutively since October of 2008.
(Can you say 'Identity crisis' for whenever Boy Bean finishes nursing?! But more on that another day)
Working out and blogging will pick back up again sometime...
hopefully soon....but until then I'm giving myself a break.
(But not with a kit-kat cuz those are gross)