My Dear Jumping Bean,
Today marks 4 years of you being on this earth.
|Meeting Jumping Bean|
It has been but a blink.
Just moments ago, your daddy and I were jumping up and down for joy at the plus sign on an EPT...we had no idea at the immense joy your creation would bring to our lives.
|1 Week Old|
...we knew you would be feisty because when we touched my tummy, you would kick/punch us away.
...we knew you would be a prankster when you caused me to react to broccoli (?!) at my first ever dining out during Daddy's time in OCS, and I had to run out - without permission - to throw up!
...we knew you would function on your own time table when I couldn't make it from the car to the doctor's office and ended up throwing up in the parking lot planter.
Oh my sweet girl.
You are your own chick.
You hear a different beat.
AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT.
I love your incessant movement,
your boisterous chatter,
your passion for life,
your zest for adventure,
your inability to quit,
your desire to compete,
your glorious hugs,
your sweet kisses,
your constant singing,
and your two modes of living - 100mph or sleeping.
I love you.
Your blonde hair. Your blue eyes. Your wide smile.
You are beautiful.
I wish you had a better mommy. One who always remembered what a treasure and gift you are. One who understood what you need and when you need it. I know sometimes it is hard for you to be our middle girl - sandwiched between and sometimes overlooked. But you are NOT overlooked. You are always loved.
You are loved to infinity and beyond.
You are loved because you are YOU.
I don't want you to be your sisters. Or your friends. Or anybody else.
I want you to be YOU - the you that is specially made to glorify God as only you can.
There are people who may try to change who you are - steal your zest, your movement, your vivaciousness, your laughter - DON'T ever let them! Know that you have 5 people always in your corner loving you just the way you are.
I love you my jumpy girl.